Silence of love (by hD)

Be grateful to the precious gift that has been given to us.
Never sacrifice them for the thing that is forbidden by God.
Your life is short so appreciate the ones you love  and the ones who love you tremendously without the greediness to get more than what is fated to u.
By doing that, you'll get the happiness that you are looking for forever. That is better than doing the opposite side of part and parcel in our life.

.... by iL

Versi I

HYE sy izhar…
sy nk bgtau kat awk yg sy rindu sgt kat awk.. tiap hari sy xpena lupa kan awk,even sy dlm clas pon lect ngah mngaja pikeran sy asyik ke awk je.. sy tak tau apasal,awk bomoh kan sy ehh?? Heheh.. kalo boleh sy nk sentiasa je ngn awk, sy tau xkan bole cmtu.. sbb nya awk ada keje awk,sy pon ada keje sy jugak.. tp kan best kalo mende tu jd dlm masa skg. and  Sy nk minx maaf sbb dh lama x care umah kita ni,even sy x add pape pon kat umah kita ni..sy sntiasa singgah skjap,wlupun tak lama..sy harap awk tak terasa hati ngn sy.. sy nk awk tau yg sy syg sgt kat awk..  sy taknak khlgn org sy syg lagi..

Sy tau dlm phbgn kita ni awk byk sgt trluka,sy byk buat awk sedih. Im not good enough for you my dear.. I admit it! Sy tau sy bukan mnusia yang baik , tp sy boleh jd yg trbaik utk awk..  sy just nk awk terima sy  seadanya seprti mana sy trima awk seadanya.. tp sy tau awk takkan bole terima cara sy mcm ni.. sy faham.. and sy bertuah sgt dpt awk,sy hepi sgt ngn awk.. kekadang sy bangge sbb dpt awk,xsngka org yang mcm sy ni ade jugak pmpn cm awk ni pndg sy..heheh..and sy tak pasti samada hepi sy ni akan kekal or hanya semntara.. sy harap sgt hepi sy ni akan kekal smpi biler2.. Amin..

Actly, sy tgh tggu msg dri awk..tp smpi skg awk tak reply pon. Sy tak tau nape,maybe awk busy or maybe awk malas nk layan sy dh. Sy msj awk just nk bgtau perasaan sy kat awk skg ni.. Dalam pikeran sy hnya ada awk sahaja.  Sy minx maaf sgt2 kalo msj sy tu mmbuat kan awk menyampah or serabut.. Im sorry.. 


" Prince iL will loves princess hD forever and ever.. "

Someone said I'm no longer euphoria as I seemed to be

Yesterday, my ex-student chatted with me via fb. It was a normal conversation between us asking for each other's news. However, something had really awoken me by that time when he told a remarkable observation of him towards me. He said he noticed that I was no longer like the old days. He asked me whether I have problems since he claimed "I am no longer happy like before nowadays and the euphoria is no longer there". I was pretty shocked to hear his claims. Pondering upon his hypotheses, I guess maybe he is true as people will judge us better as usually we could not identify or sometimes didn't realise about our own weaknesses or ugly appearance. He said, I looked dull to be compared to before where I always look good with a beautiful coloured clothes. Other than feeling glad about his compliment, I started to think back about his comments. I told him that maybe he was right as nowadays, my day is no longer like before.

Nothing has given me a constant happiness so far. Each time I feel, the happiness is there, it would not always last long because most of the time, I would discover the dead end of the road to the bad disguise that I refused to hear.I always wonder why I couldn't get the happiness all the entire time of my life. However, to think back rationally, it's part and parcel of life that I should face patiently. There must be something which had been planned by Allah to me in challenging me to be a better person. 

As quoted from Harun Yahya, (n.d):

“Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.”(Surah al-Insyirah: 5-6)

Seperti mana yang ALLAH telah jelaskan pada ayat-ayat tersebut, walau apapun kesukaran yang dihadapi atau bagaimana ia diatasi, ALLAH menyediakan jalan keluar dan memberikan berita gembira buat hamba-hambaNYA yang beriman. Sesungguhnya, setiap hambaNYA akan dapat menyaksikan bahawa ALLAH sentiasa mengurniakan kemudahan pada kesulitan yang dialami selagi mana hambaNYA itu kekal sabar. Dalam firmanNYA yang lain, ALLAH memberikan khabar gembira berupa petunjuk dan rahmat buat para hamba yang sentiasa takut dan mengharap padaNYA.

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Sesungguhnya: 

Surat Aţ-Ţalāq (The Divorce) - سورة الطلاق

(2-3)

And when they have [nearly] fulfilled their term, either retain them according to acceptable terms or part with them according to acceptable terms. And bring to witness two just men from among you and establish the testimony for [the acceptance of] Allah . That is instructed to whoever should believe in Allah and the Last day. And whoever fears Allah - He will make for him a way out

And will provide for him from where he does not expect. And whoever relies upon Allah - then He is sufficient for him. Indeed, Allah will accomplish His purpose. Allah has already set for everything a [decreed] extent.

DugaanMu cukup berat di bulan ramadhan yang mulia ni

Ya Allah berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan2Mu yang berat di bulan puasa ni..

Bagai jatuh di timpa tangga..Sgat hargai kejujuran yang diberikan tapi kejujuran tu sgt mengahantui diriku di saat ini..Perit sgt nak menerima kenyataan tu..Susah..perkara yg sgt ditakuti. Kenapa perlu terjadi bila aku syg sgt kat seseorang tu..Kenapa aku harus diuji dengan perkara yang aku sendiri tak tahu macam mana nak handle.aku buntu.Ya Allah berikanlah aku petunjuk..Aku sgt lemah dan rasa seperti tak mampu bernafas lagi mengetahui kenyataan tu..perit sgt..Semoga aku tabah..
(Luahan hD yang malang)

Waiting for you

Mimpi apa tah tadi..Tapi yang pasti mimpi tu telah mengejutkan aku dari lena tidur. Selesai je solat isyak selepas berbuka puasa tadi, aku rasa tak tahan sgt dah nak tidur. First day puasa, rasa ok..Not bad..tenang je..Walaupun cuaca panas tengahari dan petang tadi, angin bertiup sepoi-sepoi bahasa buatkan aku rasa selesa berjalan walaupun terkena bahang matahari untuk ke kelas. Cakap pasal mimpi tadi, sebenarnya aku baru je terjaga dari tidur setelah penat menunggu buah hatiku iL membalas msg. Mesti dia tertidur keletihan first day puasa. Setelah puas misscall tapi tiada balasan, aku pun apa lagi bagai org mengantuk disorongkan bantal jugaklah memandang aku pun rasa sgt mengantuk dah.

Ntahlah, aku rasa tanpa dapat balasan msg dari dia, rasa macam sesuatu hilang dalam hidup aku. I mean sesuatu yg belum selesai. Macam buat kerja bertangguh, macam tulah perasaan dia. Bila dia, tak msg aku mudahlah aku terjaga di tengah-tengah malam dan terus check hp. Hampa. Kosong. Takde pun kotak empat segi kat skrin telefon aku (msg dia). Aku rindu sangat dia di saat ini. Ntah, hubungan aku dan dia pelik. Tak seperti normal couple yang lain. Aku dan dia tak pernah berhubung suara. Yang menghubungkan aku dan dia sekarang ni adalah blog ni, fb, ym, email dan segunung sms. Boleh cakap sms tu akan terhenti bila salah seorang daripada kami tidur je. Tu jelah. Tapi aku sgt berharap that one fine day, I will have the opportunity to meet him.

Semoga suatu hari nanti kita akan bertemu ea dear.. I wish we would be together till the end of our life.
May Allah bless our relationship because I love you so much.

Truly, madly and deeply: hD 2.46a.m

Fest Ramadhan wit love ♥♥

" Sesejuk air wuduk,sesuci Al quran, semerdu alunan zikir, seindah solat 5 waktu, semoga silatulrahim selalu di hati, selamat menyambut bulan ramdhan al Mubarak .. "

p/s : Selamat bersahur and selamat berpuasa my lovely bb..

The reason why I fall asleep too fast.

Dearest my bebey iL. I'm sorry for always leaving u alone at night. I couldn't bear to fall asleep if I'm tired or bored. There are many other reasons why I fall asleep too early but I just want to let u know that I never have the intention to leave u alone because I love u very much. I found this poem below from my email. I hope it's enough to express the way how I feel about you..                                            

 

                                      **If One Day..**

                                    If one day you feel like
                                    crying...

                                              Call me.
                                        I don't promise that
                                        I will make you laugh,
                                        But I can cry with you.

                                    If one day you want to run away-
                                      Don't be afraid to call me.
                                    I don't promise to ask you to
                                    stop...
                                        But I can run with you.

                                    If one day you don't want to
                                    listen
                                            to anyone...
                                              Call me.
                                    I promise to be there for you.
                                    And I promise to be very quiet.

                                        But if one day you call...
                                        And there is no answer...
                                        Come fast to see me.

                                        Maybe I need you.


                                      If I ever ignored you.

                                          I'm Sorry...

                           If I ever made you feel bad or put you
                                  down.

                                          I'm Sorry...


                              If I ever thought I was bigger or better
                                    than you.

                                          I Luv You...


                            Don't ever forget that! Through bad times
                                            and good,

                                    I'll always be here for you.


                                          I am Sorry...

                                  For everything wrong I've ever done.



                          I'm writing this because what if tomorrow
                                              never comes?


                          What if i never get to say good-bye or give a
                                                  u a BIG hug?



                            What if i never get to say I'm sorry or I
                                              love you?


                                Because what if tomorrow never comes?



                                          I LOVE YOU!

(hD luvs iL ~ 3.45 a.m)