Love

Love is like a bird, if u hold it tightly it dies.
If you hold it slightly , it flies.
Please take good care of it..
Don't  Love Two, But Love one who Loves YOU.

(by hD)

Tanpamu...

Terasa macam sesuatu je yang hilang. Aku tak tau nak explain apa yang aku rasa skg ni, sbb aku tau takkan ada org akan faham perasaan aku nie.  Seyesly, aku tak boleh focus nk buat keje.. dah la banyak keje kena buat sem ni. Tetiba ‘semangat’ aku hilang.. Nak buat keje pon asyik teringat2 je kat ‘sesuatu’ tu.. Badan ni terasa nk demam la pulak, rasa letih sangat.. takde mood nk buat suma keje,rasa nak baring and tdo je,atleast takde la aku ingat ‘sesuatu’ tu lagi.. tapi aku tau takkan boleh, sbb aku byk sgt mende kena buat.. dengan asaimen kena hnta isnin ni, hari yg sma plak kena prsent.. apasal la lect suma nak hari isnin??? Tak boleh ke hari2 lain ke?? Dalam sem ni saja lect aku dh bg 3 projek, suma nya soh siap dalam masa sebulan,2bulan.. dah la banyakkkk!!!!! Then kena buat proposal plak utk satu event faculty aku.. Lepas satu satu kena buat.. haihh..

“ Kasih yakin lah kepada diriku,

  sayang dan cintaku pun hanya untuk mu 

 dan takkan berubah utk selamanya cintaku padamu... “

Akulah hati yang kau sakiti (hD)

Pengakhiran yang tragik (by hD)

TERIMA KASIH BANYAK2 LA iL SEBAB SANGGUP SAKITI SY..TERHARU SGT2 DAPAT LAYANAN FIRST CLASS MACAM NI..TAK PERNAH LAGI ADA PENGALAMAN PELIK MACAM NI..SANGAT TERKEJUT DAN SAKIT HATI..RASA MACAM ADA ORG TIKAM2 JANTUNG NI JE..HARAP MASIH ADA KESABARAN YANG TINGGI DAN TABAH NAK HADAPI SEMUA NI..


NAIK JIJIK AND MEREMANG PUN ADA BILA TENGOK COMMENT2 YANG NAK MAMPUS TUH KAT FB..RASANYA MEMANG BETULLAH ORG CAKAP "DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER".. BUKU SGTLAH CANTIK COVER..NAMPAK CAM BERMUTU TINGGI KERTAS..TAJUK PUN MENARIK TAPI ISI HANCUR.. KADANG2 YANG BURUK COVERNYA KITA SANGKA BUKU TU TAKDE APA YG MENARIKNYA, TAK BERKUALITI DAN MUNGKIN MEMBOSANKAN..TETAPI BIASANYA YG CANTIK DI LUAR TU BIASANYA TAK DAPAT PUN BERIKAN KITA SESUATU..BIAR BURUK DI LUAR ASAL ILMU DAN KEPUASAAN YG KITA DAPAT DARI MEMBACANYA CUKUP DAN DAPAT MEMBERI KITA PETUNJUK DALAM KEHIDUPAN INI..



SATU LAGI YANG AKU BELAJAR IALAH, NAPE PERLU BERJANJI KALAU TAK DAPAT TUNAIKAN..KALAU SUSAH SGT NAK TUNAIKAN TAK PERLU BERJANJI..JUST BUKTIKAN SIKIT DEMI SIKIT YANG KITA MAMPU MELAKUKAN APA YG KITA NAK JANJIKAN..KENAPA KITA PERLU BUAT ORG LAIN SAKIT HATI DEKAT KITA LANTAS REMUKKAN HATI ORG SEMATA-MATA JANJI PALSU KITA?

KADANG-KADANG KITA TAK SEDAR KITA TAMAK..TAMAK UNTUK MEMILIKI SEMUANYA YANG KITA INGINI DAN IDAMKAN..PEPATAH ADA MENGATAKAN "ORG TAMAK SELALU RUGI". MEMANG BETULLAH TU..KADANG-KADANG KITA SEDAR SIFAT TAMAK TU AKAN MEMAKAN DIRI. YANG DIKEJAR TAK DAPAT, YANG DIKENDONG KECICIRAN.. JANGANLAH SEBAB NAFSU KITA YANG BINASA..PIKIR-PIKIRKAN.

APA-APA PUN, BUAT APA AKU NAK BERSUSAH HATI PADA YANG TIDAK DAPAT MEMBERI AKU KEBAHGIAAN PUN..MAKIN MAKAN HATI BERULAM JANTUNG ADALAH..TIDUR PUN JADI TAK LENA..SUSAH HATI MEMANJANG MEIKIRKAN MASALAH YANG DICARI SENDIRI.. SESUNGGUHNYA AKU HARUS TABAH, BERFIKIRAN POSITIF DAN TAKKAN BERSEDIH LAGI..AKU MAMPU HIDUP SENDIRI..MASIH ADA YG LAIN YANG BOLEH AKU SAYANGI: DIRI AKU DAN KELUARGA AKU SENDIRI..TAK GUNA KITA SAYANG ORG YANG JANJI JE LEBIH TAPI TAK SANGGUP NAK BERKORBAN DEMI KITA SEMATA-MATA KERANA TERLAMPAU IKUTKAN NAFSU DAN PERASAAN.. AKU HANYA INSAN LEMAH..TAK MAMPU BERTAHAN BILA DIKECEWAKAN BANYAK KALI.. MUNGKIN INILAH YANG TERAKHIR AKU BERTINDAK BODOH. SESUNGGUHNYA AKU PERCAYA ALLAH LAGI MENGETAHUI APA YG TERBAIK UNTUK KITA DAN AKU REDHA MENERIMA DUGAANMU DENGAN TABAH.. SEMOGA ALLAH SENTIASA MELINDUNGI AKU DAN KELUARGA AKU..AMIN..

Silence of love (by hD)

Be grateful to the precious gift that has been given to us.
Never sacrifice them for the thing that is forbidden by God.
Your life is short so appreciate the ones you love  and the ones who love you tremendously without the greediness to get more than what is fated to u.
By doing that, you'll get the happiness that you are looking for forever. That is better than doing the opposite side of part and parcel in our life.

.... by iL

Versi I

HYE sy izhar…
sy nk bgtau kat awk yg sy rindu sgt kat awk.. tiap hari sy xpena lupa kan awk,even sy dlm clas pon lect ngah mngaja pikeran sy asyik ke awk je.. sy tak tau apasal,awk bomoh kan sy ehh?? Heheh.. kalo boleh sy nk sentiasa je ngn awk, sy tau xkan bole cmtu.. sbb nya awk ada keje awk,sy pon ada keje sy jugak.. tp kan best kalo mende tu jd dlm masa skg. and  Sy nk minx maaf sbb dh lama x care umah kita ni,even sy x add pape pon kat umah kita ni..sy sntiasa singgah skjap,wlupun tak lama..sy harap awk tak terasa hati ngn sy.. sy nk awk tau yg sy syg sgt kat awk..  sy taknak khlgn org sy syg lagi..

Sy tau dlm phbgn kita ni awk byk sgt trluka,sy byk buat awk sedih. Im not good enough for you my dear.. I admit it! Sy tau sy bukan mnusia yang baik , tp sy boleh jd yg trbaik utk awk..  sy just nk awk terima sy  seadanya seprti mana sy trima awk seadanya.. tp sy tau awk takkan bole terima cara sy mcm ni.. sy faham.. and sy bertuah sgt dpt awk,sy hepi sgt ngn awk.. kekadang sy bangge sbb dpt awk,xsngka org yang mcm sy ni ade jugak pmpn cm awk ni pndg sy..heheh..and sy tak pasti samada hepi sy ni akan kekal or hanya semntara.. sy harap sgt hepi sy ni akan kekal smpi biler2.. Amin..

Actly, sy tgh tggu msg dri awk..tp smpi skg awk tak reply pon. Sy tak tau nape,maybe awk busy or maybe awk malas nk layan sy dh. Sy msj awk just nk bgtau perasaan sy kat awk skg ni.. Dalam pikeran sy hnya ada awk sahaja.  Sy minx maaf sgt2 kalo msj sy tu mmbuat kan awk menyampah or serabut.. Im sorry.. 


" Prince iL will loves princess hD forever and ever.. "

Someone said I'm no longer euphoria as I seemed to be

Yesterday, my ex-student chatted with me via fb. It was a normal conversation between us asking for each other's news. However, something had really awoken me by that time when he told a remarkable observation of him towards me. He said he noticed that I was no longer like the old days. He asked me whether I have problems since he claimed "I am no longer happy like before nowadays and the euphoria is no longer there". I was pretty shocked to hear his claims. Pondering upon his hypotheses, I guess maybe he is true as people will judge us better as usually we could not identify or sometimes didn't realise about our own weaknesses or ugly appearance. He said, I looked dull to be compared to before where I always look good with a beautiful coloured clothes. Other than feeling glad about his compliment, I started to think back about his comments. I told him that maybe he was right as nowadays, my day is no longer like before.

Nothing has given me a constant happiness so far. Each time I feel, the happiness is there, it would not always last long because most of the time, I would discover the dead end of the road to the bad disguise that I refused to hear.I always wonder why I couldn't get the happiness all the entire time of my life. However, to think back rationally, it's part and parcel of life that I should face patiently. There must be something which had been planned by Allah to me in challenging me to be a better person. 

As quoted from Harun Yahya, (n.d):

“Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.”(Surah al-Insyirah: 5-6)

Seperti mana yang ALLAH telah jelaskan pada ayat-ayat tersebut, walau apapun kesukaran yang dihadapi atau bagaimana ia diatasi, ALLAH menyediakan jalan keluar dan memberikan berita gembira buat hamba-hambaNYA yang beriman. Sesungguhnya, setiap hambaNYA akan dapat menyaksikan bahawa ALLAH sentiasa mengurniakan kemudahan pada kesulitan yang dialami selagi mana hambaNYA itu kekal sabar. Dalam firmanNYA yang lain, ALLAH memberikan khabar gembira berupa petunjuk dan rahmat buat para hamba yang sentiasa takut dan mengharap padaNYA.

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Sesungguhnya: 

Surat Aţ-Ţalāq (The Divorce) - سورة الطلاق

(2-3)

And when they have [nearly] fulfilled their term, either retain them according to acceptable terms or part with them according to acceptable terms. And bring to witness two just men from among you and establish the testimony for [the acceptance of] Allah . That is instructed to whoever should believe in Allah and the Last day. And whoever fears Allah - He will make for him a way out

And will provide for him from where he does not expect. And whoever relies upon Allah - then He is sufficient for him. Indeed, Allah will accomplish His purpose. Allah has already set for everything a [decreed] extent.