My wish list

I have too many things on my mind right now. Easy to say my wish list now is too long but none of them is fulfilled yet. Below are the things that I am craving for right now.. Hopefully by the end of December, I will manage to get half of the things in the wish list.

1) New shoes (As usual I wasn't able to get a pair of shoes that is suited with my style and choice. - Hate to say here that I am living in a place where all the shoes shops available here do not sell shoes which are suited with my preferences. Usually when I managed to get one, it usually ended up with no size available) Damn meluat...





2) Thinking of going to K.l (completing my future success), Kuantan (pegi kenduri kawen) or Johor (due to my father's suggestion) to shop... in short every destination is actually an attempt to kill two birds with one stone which is sambil menyelam minum air atau sambil setelkan hal pegi shopping(new handbags, new shoes, new clothes - banyak sgtlah duit kann??..)

3) Buying new phone - Samsung galaxy note or htc? nyum2

4) Finding jodoh (bluetooth is on- just kidding!)

5) Eating sushi (I am deadly craving to eat it right now)


6) Still thinking but keep on hoping that I will manage to settle unresolved works before the new year..

Ho yeah ho yeah....
Ok then, that's all for now. Will update about my wish list later when I have the new one..
Hopefully, the wish list will be able to be reduced to the minimum number soon..

daaaa

SixPence None The Richer - Trust

Trust in the Lord with all your heart
Lean not on your own understanding
In all of your ways acknowledge Him
And He will make your path straight
Don't worry about tomorrow
He's got it under control
Just trust in the Lord with all of your heart
And He will carry you through

Lord, sometimes it gets so tough
To keep my eyes on You
When things are going rough
But when I turn my eyes up to the sky
And I hear Your voice it says to me

So child do not be weary with the troubles
Of this world I have overcome

Trust in the Lord with all your heart
Lean not on your own understanding
In all of your ways acknowledge Him
And He will make your path straight
Don't worry about tomorrow
He's got it under control
Just trust in the Lord with all of your heart
And He will carry you through
He will carry you through

My Note..

Everyday I smile and act like nothing's wrong.
Its called putting everything aside and simply being strong.
Huhu

Bila hati berkata kembali..

Assalammualaikum..

Dah lama rasanya tak say anything kat sini.. dah lama jugak rasanya tak berhubungan.. Bukan apa, tapi saja membawa diri.. Biasakan diri untuk hidup sendiri, tiada siapa ambil peduli, tiada siapa untuk hargai, tiada siapa nak kisah/kasih dan ambil berat.. SEKIAN..Terkilan pun ada, sedih pun ada tapi semua tu dah tak penting dah skarang sebab I think I managed to live by myself now. [Trying my best from the first day that you decided to leave me ;) ]

Apa2pun takde apa nak cakap sangat pun. Just terpanggil nak say something kat sini sebab risau.. Dulu I pernah janji kan nak kasi semangat kat seseorang untuk berubah and I believe he will manage to change sooner or later but with a high impact motivation.. Sebenarnya a little bit shocked and worried to incidentally find out something that is not supposed to be revealed by you on the internet. Tapi I don't know why, you kept having the daredevil mindset to reveal it or maybe it was not you who's the one that made it.. Ntahlah tak pasti.. Yang pasti sgt risau dengan keadaan itu and I pray to Allah that it wasn't come from you, yourself coz I really want to see your changes soon..Apa pun yg telah terjadi, I will never forget you even though I have faded a dream and hope for u. So pls bear in mind that I really want you to change for your own good.

P/s: .. It's hard to forget you when I still care for u :)
tccic

Pasha Ungu Ft. Adelia - Penghujung Cintaku (VC + Lyrics)

listening to this song reminds me of u...emphh sad...

Mengapa doa kita tidak dimakbulkan

I found this somewhere and would like to share it here so that it could be a reminder for us

Ibrahim bin Adham berkata. " Ada sepuluh hal yang membuat do'a tidak dikabulkan : "
1. Kalian telah mengenal Allah tetapi tidak menunaikan hak-haknya.
2. Kalian telah membaca Al Qur'an tetapi tidak mengamalkan isinya.
3. Kalian mengaku cinta kepada Rasulullah tetapi meninggalkan sunnahnya.
4. Kalian mengaku benci kepada syaitan tetapi tetap memenuhi ajakannya.
5. Kalian mengaku ingin masuk surga tetapi tidak memenuhi syarat-syaratnya.
6. Kelian menginginkan selamat dari api neraka tetapi kalian menjerumuskan diri kepadanya.
7. Kalian menyakini kematian merupakan suatu kepastian tetapi tidak pernah mempersiapkan diri menghadapinya.
8. Kalian sibuk mengurusi aib orang lain tetapi mengabaikan aib sendiri.
9. Setiap waktu kalian menguburkan orang yang wafat tetapi setiap itu pula kalian tak pernah mengambil pelajaran daripadanya.
10.Kalian telah menikmati kurniaan Allah tetapi kalian tidak pernah mensyukurinya.

(ni perkara yg berat sgt kan? kita mengaku dan sedar kita Islam..tapi susah kan nak jadi Muslim yg sejati..Masih banyak hak2 yg kita belum tunaikan.. Biasanya kita tak tunaikan hak ni sebab piker takpelah lambat lagi aku nak mati atau aku masih muda, nantilah tunggu hidayah nak insaf..Susahlah macam tu kan kalau asyik keep on going cakap mcm tu..mmg takkan tertunailah jawabnya hak2 sebagai seorang Muslim tu..Bagi aku ya, benar nak tunaikan hak2 yg perlu kita lakukan sebagai seorang Muslim tu susah tapi apa yg perlu kita lakukan adalah membuat perubahan step by step..sket demi sket..Selagi kita sedar tu adalah hak yg perlu kita tunaikan, kita tunaikanlah ye..Berkorban dan melawan sket walaupun nampak janggal mula2 tapi sooner or later, insyaAllah kita akan berjaya lakukankanya sebab aku percaya yg Allah pasti akan permudahkan jalan yg baik yg kita usahakan terutama sekali jalan baik yg kita pilih untuk mendekatkan diri padaNya. InsyaAllah hidup kita akan diberkati dan diredhai oleh Allah swt. Amin)

Kuatkan hati

InsyaAllah, tabahkanlah hatimu, tetapkanlah pendirianmu, bertahan dan tetapkanlah jiwa mu pada tuhan yg satu. Moga iman mampu melawan segala godaan syaitan. Jika gelodak di jiwa terus melanda, percayalah itu hanya ujian dari Allah mahu melihat sama ada kita mampu mengatasinya dengan sabar atau tidak. Percaya dan yakinlah setiap kesabaran, pasti ada balasan dariNya..