2nd

Today is the second day of being alone.

The condition is not that good. My body feels weak and with a heavy flu my head feels heavy too. I don't have the energy and the loneliness is succumbing me to the maximum. I feel something I treasured most before is no longer there in my life.

Nothing I can do much. Just keep on trying to b strong. Even I need to crawl to walk, I just need to stand by my own right now. No more someone who is used to be everything for me that always lightening up my day, that always calm me down, that always support me in whatever I do, that always make me stronger and that always make me feel happy.

Till then, the only thing I can do is crying  coz I am no longer feeling motivated.


-hD-

Salam Eidul Adha & Happy Anniversary Syg

Hi syg.

Selamat hari raya aidil adha. tak sangka kita dpt beraya skli..  wlupun kita ni asyik gado baik je.

Dan tak sngka jugak hari ni annversary kita yg ke 2 thun 6 bulan. sama hari ngn aidil adha.

Nnti anak kita ltk nma ahmad aidil ngn ahmad adha. pastu bonus sorg ahmad albab. hehehe.

Ok la syg. nnti ada masa lgi i post lgi kt umah kita yer..

Miss you.  Mwahhhhhhh..

Kata nyaaa..

Hi Sayang..

Baru hari ni i sempat nk jenguk umah kita. Maaf sgt sbb da lama x tgk umah ni n da x update apa2.

Terima kaseh jgk sbb u luang kan masa utk wish befday i kt sini. I hargai sgt. Tq lgi skali syg.

Sejak bila iL bertukar jd Ai syg?

Sebenarnya i tgh tggu msg dri u. tp since u da lupa kan i. Nk buat mcm mna, kata nya smalam fon hang la. whatsapp prob la.

Ni bila da pgi, kata nya pulak nak kena gi majlis konvo kot. katanyaa laa.. Tp smpai ke ptg. Maybe sidang hXXXX pagi smpi ke malam. huhu.

Takpe la, nk buat mcm mna. di tinggal kan keseorangan hari cuti2 mcm ni. Bila hari mggu keje, mula nk bising.

Kata nk cepat kaya la apa la. Pastu bila hari mggu cuti tak nak plak layan kita. Takpe la.. Org tu busy. Nk buat mcm mn....

Talking to the moon

Hey..hear me hear me..

Hye everyone..
Guess what am I doing here in someone's home?
I'm here as somene's messenger.

Arghhh..What???
You don't believe me??
Seriously.. I'm your messenger..arghhhh.. Please believe in me...

Just want to let you know something. hihi I just finished eating in your house.. Thank you very much..burpppp..alhamdulillah..hihihihi..

Mihmihmih...I'm just kidding.. Actually I just wanna let you know a message sent by someone who loves you "very2" n more than everything.

She wanted to say this to you:

 and....

and.....

and....

 and again...

here's the only cupcake I left for you.. The rest I've eaten..mihmihmih..

That's all the messages.. I need to go back home now..tata ;)

DEARIE HOME

hye rumah..how r u?

hmm arini i just rasa lonely sgt umah..i nak sembang n ngadu tapi tak tau nak ngadu kat sape..so i rasa nak bgtau umah tapi ntahlah tak rasa cam nak luahkan..

tetiba macam2 mende menerpa kat pikiran ni..terlintas macam2..nampak macam2..i nak persoal mende yang i tgh rasa sskank ni..tapi i biakan je..cuba lupakan sbb i takut i berdosa persoalkan mende yg dah ditakdirkan oleh Allah..

Bila i tahan camni..mulala i start rasa sedih..sebak je rasa.. macam biasa i terpaksa bertahan lagi umah.. nanges pon bukan boleh u bah apa2..

hmm i harap, masih ada jalan, jalan yg akan membawa dan mendorong i jumpa dan kecapi apa yg i inginkan..i selalu berharap agar cepat kesedihan ni akan berakhir dan akan diganti dengan nikmat yg tidak terhingga daripada Allah..

InsyaAllah..
sekian

hD
yang cuba untuk tersenyum : i need a shoulder to cry now: (T_T)

Dearie home

Hari Ni Hari Raya Yang X Bahagia…NApe???

Sbbnye Tetiba I Sakit..NI Pon Terjelepok Ats Katil Mnhan Ksakitan..

Raya THun Ni Sedih.Sbb NtaHla..Rasa Ketandusan Ksih SyG..ALmaklumla.HhmM Xpela UMah..I Rasa Mluai Saat InI , I Akn Cube Ngadu Kt Umah Je.SsmOga Umh Sudi DGr..XDela I Sedih Skurang2 Binya Bila I Alone.K La Umh Tggu I Dtg Lg Tau..I Nk Rest..Skt.SsgT X THn..BbyE