Do you define happiness as if like when you need to let go the person that you love?
Do you think the memories between people who love each other are easily erased?
Do you need to say hello to someone when at the end you choose to say goodbye?
Do you cry for me when I am crying for you everyday, everywhere & everytime?
Do you dare to grab the second precious opportunity that may be given to you?
Do you choose to be heartless and hurt a person that loves you very much?
Do you need to say goodbye when your heart doesn't mean to let me go?
Do you really mean to see my sadness from the deepest of your heart?
Do you hurt people just to see them to be happy with someone else?
Do you still remember me like what I am doing right now?
Do find happiness can only be achieved by letting me go?
Do you find your day is no longer exciting without me?
Do you hope that our relationship can be last forever?
Do you still remember me the way I remember you?
Do you still care for me the way I care about you?
Do you find your world is empty without me?
Do you find your day is happier without me?
Do you feel sad like what I feel right now?
Do you wait for me to text you everyday?
Do you still miss me the way I miss you?
Do you still love me the way I love you?
Do you feel scared to lose me like I do?
Do you wish to turn back time?
Do you still care for me?
Do you do?
Do you?
I do....
Saturday, 10 December 2011
Good morning..
I miss somebody right now.. Rinduuu..rindu..(mood kesian tapi takpe senyum jelah (^_^)
...Myself...
Kebelakangan ini asyik rasa penat sahaja memanjang. Tidak tahulah apa puncanya. Tetapi sebagai seorang doktor yang tidak bertauliah, aku membuat kesimpulan yang aku ini kepenatan otak sebab terlalu banyak berfikir. Aku memikirkan pelbagai benda sampai badan menjadi letih. Nah, natijahnya aku jadi lesu dan rasa mengantuk sahaja..
(hehehe..mesti berasa janggal kan membacanya.. cubaan menggunakan Bahasa Malaysia baku tanpa membuat kesalahan tatabahasa)-Dah lama tak menulis dalam fully B.M dengan menggunakan tatabahasa yg betul memang lembab nak fikir vocab. I think I should practice myself writing more in B.M baku.. Or else I will have the tendency to destroy my own mother tongue.. betul tak? tapi for today I think I want to do code mixing and code switching first but will try my best not to change the spelling of the word ;)
O.k, back to my story. Talking about tiredness earlier, I found myself always searching for my comfy bed and my deary pillow lately.. Thus, the time which has been allocated to accompany them is more than it should.. The longest duration that I have recorded so far is 10 hours sleeping without waking up at all and the most scariest moment is to know the fact that our soul will go out of our body when we are sleeping and the dreams that we encounter are the moment when our souls meet the "ruh's world" ( which is called dream ). I have no idea about the truth but I used to hear about it before. I try to google about the related facts regarding this matter and I found this:
Allah fully takes away the souls (of the people) at the time of their death, and (of) those who do not die, in their sleep. Then He withholds those on whom He had decreed death, and sends the others back upto an appointed term. Surely, in this, there are signs for a people who ponder. [42] Is it that they have adopted intercessors out of those (whom they invoke) other than Allah? Say, "(Do you take them as intercessors) even though they have no power at all, nor do they understand?" [43] Say, "Intercession belongs entirely to Allah. [44] And when Allah is mentioned alone, the hearts of those who do not believe in the Hereafter are filled with disgust, and when those (whom they worship) other than Him are mentioned, they become happy forthwith. [45]
In the verse cited above, the word: (yatawaffa) in the sense of 'takes in full' (qabd) is used by way of 'umum-ul-majaz which covers both meanings. This difference of ruh (spirit, soul) being taken away both in death and sleep delineated earlier also finds support in a saying of Sayyidna 'Ali . He said that, at the time of sleep, the ruh of a person goes away from his body, but a beam or ray of ruh stays behind in the body due to which one remains alive - and it is through this 'beamed' connection that one sees a dream. Then this dream, in the event that it has been seen in the state the attention of the ruh was raptly turned towards the universe of images, is a true dream. But, if it was seen in a state when the ruh was returning back to the body, then, it becomes polluted with Satanic inputs, and that dream no more remains a true dream. And he also said that the ruh that comes out of the body of a person during the state of sleep returns to the body when one wakes up within a time that is much less than an eye would take to wink.
Above expalanation are extracted from http://www.sunniforum.com/forum/showthread.php?66826-what-happens-to-souls-while-we-are-sleeping
So, what do you think about sleeping now? I still remember my late mengaji ustaz used to tell me that kalau nak tidur, cuci dulu makeup2 di muka tu. Sebabnya takut, kalau-kalau roh yg terkeluar dari jasad kita masa kita tidur tak jumpa badan kita balik sebab tak kenal tuan badan sendiri sebab muka dah berubah. So kalau tak roh tak masuk balik dalam jasad, faham-faham jelah apa natijahnya.. Tapi tak tahulah kebenarannya.. Mungkin ustaz berseloroh sahaja sebab dia cakap sambil muka agak suspicious tapi maybe ada kebenarannya juga. Wallahualam ;)
(hehehe..mesti berasa janggal kan membacanya.. cubaan menggunakan Bahasa Malaysia baku tanpa membuat kesalahan tatabahasa)-Dah lama tak menulis dalam fully B.M dengan menggunakan tatabahasa yg betul memang lembab nak fikir vocab. I think I should practice myself writing more in B.M baku.. Or else I will have the tendency to destroy my own mother tongue.. betul tak? tapi for today I think I want to do code mixing and code switching first but will try my best not to change the spelling of the word ;)
O.k, back to my story. Talking about tiredness earlier, I found myself always searching for my comfy bed and my deary pillow lately.. Thus, the time which has been allocated to accompany them is more than it should.. The longest duration that I have recorded so far is 10 hours sleeping without waking up at all and the most scariest moment is to know the fact that our soul will go out of our body when we are sleeping and the dreams that we encounter are the moment when our souls meet the "ruh's world" ( which is called dream ). I have no idea about the truth but I used to hear about it before. I try to google about the related facts regarding this matter and I found this:
Allah fully takes away the souls (of the people) at the time of their death, and (of) those who do not die, in their sleep. Then He withholds those on whom He had decreed death, and sends the others back upto an appointed term. Surely, in this, there are signs for a people who ponder. [42] Is it that they have adopted intercessors out of those (whom they invoke) other than Allah? Say, "(Do you take them as intercessors) even though they have no power at all, nor do they understand?" [43] Say, "Intercession belongs entirely to Allah. [44] And when Allah is mentioned alone, the hearts of those who do not believe in the Hereafter are filled with disgust, and when those (whom they worship) other than Him are mentioned, they become happy forthwith. [45]
In the verse cited above, the word: (yatawaffa) in the sense of 'takes in full' (qabd) is used by way of 'umum-ul-majaz which covers both meanings. This difference of ruh (spirit, soul) being taken away both in death and sleep delineated earlier also finds support in a saying of Sayyidna 'Ali . He said that, at the time of sleep, the ruh of a person goes away from his body, but a beam or ray of ruh stays behind in the body due to which one remains alive - and it is through this 'beamed' connection that one sees a dream. Then this dream, in the event that it has been seen in the state the attention of the ruh was raptly turned towards the universe of images, is a true dream. But, if it was seen in a state when the ruh was returning back to the body, then, it becomes polluted with Satanic inputs, and that dream no more remains a true dream. And he also said that the ruh that comes out of the body of a person during the state of sleep returns to the body when one wakes up within a time that is much less than an eye would take to wink.
Above expalanation are extracted from http://www.sunniforum.com/forum/showthread.php?66826-what-happens-to-souls-while-we-are-sleeping
So, what do you think about sleeping now? I still remember my late mengaji ustaz used to tell me that kalau nak tidur, cuci dulu makeup2 di muka tu. Sebabnya takut, kalau-kalau roh yg terkeluar dari jasad kita masa kita tidur tak jumpa badan kita balik sebab tak kenal tuan badan sendiri sebab muka dah berubah. So kalau tak roh tak masuk balik dalam jasad, faham-faham jelah apa natijahnya.. Tapi tak tahulah kebenarannya.. Mungkin ustaz berseloroh sahaja sebab dia cakap sambil muka agak suspicious tapi maybe ada kebenarannya juga. Wallahualam ;)
Friday, 9 December 2011
Thursday, 8 December 2011
Rasa sgt tak best
huhuhu...sgt tak larat..sgt letih je rasa..sgt tak bermaya..sgt lonely..sgt rasa nak mengadu..sgt rasa nak diberi semangat..sgt rasa nak syg org..sgt rasa nak disayngi..sgt rasa nak dikasihi..sgt rasa nak mengasihi..where on earth is my semangat..i need my semangat to do my work..semangatku hilang..hariku tidak lagi indah..aku dah tak mampu senyum.. i just need all back to normal to make my life meaningful.. Ya Allah plss help me.. I really feel lonely and hopeless.. Send me someone pls to make me happy ;(
Wednesday, 7 December 2011
P/s 143
"Sayang dan mncintai seseorg tu perkara biasa"
maksudnya kita boleh jatuh cinta kat sape2 jelah ye regardless gender, race, level,age or maybe stranger? betul..tapi adakah setiap kali kita jumpa stranger yg kita terpandang n terus jatuh cinta dengan dia? tak mungkin...Unless cinta pandang pertama..tu mungkinlah..Tapi setakat mana level cinta tu masih sukar diukur. Mungkin terpikat dengan luaran je.. Bila luaran dah buruk, berkedut mungkin cinta itu juga akan pupus..
"tp slagi seseorg tu belum mnjdi hak kita sepnuhnya jgn lah kita ada perasaan syg yg mndlm sgt"
itu sepatutnya lah, tapi kenapa perlu bagi harapan? kalau dah tau tak mungkin jadi milik kita or kita tak pasti ngan hala tuju perhubungan tu- janganlah bagi harapan n menaruh harapan sgt.. jangan even say the word "sayang" dekat org yg kita syg tuh..anggap takde pape hubungan then lau pasti yakin kita akan end up bersatu dgn die dalam HUBUNGAN YG SAH then baru lah pike nak panggil syg.. Kalau tak rasa hubungan tu tak kemana n tak kekal, buat apa nyer pgl syg apa bagai or sayang lebih2 especially sayang kepada yg TAK PATUT disayangi..n tak rasa ke yg one day org yg kita anggap "PALING KITA SAYANG" akan tinggalkan kita plak? tak takut? semua tu mungkin juga berlaku.. Masa tu barulah kita akan menyesal sebab dah sia2kan org yg sayang kita dan kita pun punya rasa yg sama.. Sebabnya tak selalu kita nak jumpa org yg betul2 syg kita dan kita pun punya perasaan yg sama. Unless salah sorang berlakon dan ada niat tersendiri berpura2 syg kita..
"keberangkalian utk sseorg tu tinggal kan kita tak mustahil akan berlaku atas SEBAB2 TERTENTU.." -
kadang2 sebab2 tertentu yg sgt tak kukuh patut dapat diatasi.. yg penting kita lagi tahu nak bezakan yg mana baik dan yg mana buruk untuk kita.. kalau kita pilih untuk hidup macam tu selamanya, macam tulah jadinya dan takkan berubah...hidup tanpa hala tuju.. hidup tanpa perubahan yg nyata.. hidup menanti dunia nak kiamat tapi taknak berusaha buat apa2 untuk melengkapi amalan kita ke akhirat..Cakap mmg senang kan?Tapi hakikat yg nyata org yg alaminya je rasa-perit pahit-pedih-bahgia: semuanya hanya org yg alami rasa.. thats y seseorang memilih taknak berubah sebabnya dia terlampau selesa dengan "comfort zone" dia..emphhh
"Setiap perhbungan tu adalah satu perjudian. kalau menang kita akan bahagia, dan kalau kalah kita akan kecewa dan sedih"-
nape perlu judikan sesuatu yg berharga milik kita? nape kita tak gunakan sedikit yg berharga itu ke jalan yg lebih halal. sesuatu yg halal tu lebih diberkati oleh Allah bukan?Buat apa kita nak hidup dengan hasil yg haram untuk bahgia yang mana kita tahu kalau kita kalah kita akan merana kan? biasanya kalau kita buat sesuatu yg haram, hati kita takkan tenang walaupun kita claim" membuat yg haram seperti judi itu memuaskan dan membahgiakan". tapi sampai bila? mmg tak lama n tak kekalnya bahgia tu. Plus bila Allah tak berkati lagilah senang kita ditimpa macam2 musibah.. Tapi tulah sapelah manusia ni nak menghukum.. Hanya Allah yg mampu mengethaui setiap baik buruk tindak tanduk manusia tu.. Semoga setiap pekerjaan yg kita lakukan diberkati Allah swt dan semoga Allah menolong kita berfikir secara rasional yg mana lagi lebih baik untuk kita.. Agar kita tidak memilih jalan yg berliku dan penuh duri dan sentiasa berada di jalan yg lurus. InsyaAllah..
Sekian dahulu coretan kasihku..
maksudnya kita boleh jatuh cinta kat sape2 jelah ye regardless gender, race, level,age or maybe stranger? betul..tapi adakah setiap kali kita jumpa stranger yg kita terpandang n terus jatuh cinta dengan dia? tak mungkin...Unless cinta pandang pertama..tu mungkinlah..Tapi setakat mana level cinta tu masih sukar diukur. Mungkin terpikat dengan luaran je.. Bila luaran dah buruk, berkedut mungkin cinta itu juga akan pupus..
"tp slagi seseorg tu belum mnjdi hak kita sepnuhnya jgn lah kita ada perasaan syg yg mndlm sgt"
itu sepatutnya lah, tapi kenapa perlu bagi harapan? kalau dah tau tak mungkin jadi milik kita or kita tak pasti ngan hala tuju perhubungan tu- janganlah bagi harapan n menaruh harapan sgt.. jangan even say the word "sayang" dekat org yg kita syg tuh..anggap takde pape hubungan then lau pasti yakin kita akan end up bersatu dgn die dalam HUBUNGAN YG SAH then baru lah pike nak panggil syg.. Kalau tak rasa hubungan tu tak kemana n tak kekal, buat apa nyer pgl syg apa bagai or sayang lebih2 especially sayang kepada yg TAK PATUT disayangi..n tak rasa ke yg one day org yg kita anggap "PALING KITA SAYANG" akan tinggalkan kita plak? tak takut? semua tu mungkin juga berlaku.. Masa tu barulah kita akan menyesal sebab dah sia2kan org yg sayang kita dan kita pun punya rasa yg sama.. Sebabnya tak selalu kita nak jumpa org yg betul2 syg kita dan kita pun punya perasaan yg sama. Unless salah sorang berlakon dan ada niat tersendiri berpura2 syg kita..
"keberangkalian utk sseorg tu tinggal kan kita tak mustahil akan berlaku atas SEBAB2 TERTENTU.." -
kadang2 sebab2 tertentu yg sgt tak kukuh patut dapat diatasi.. yg penting kita lagi tahu nak bezakan yg mana baik dan yg mana buruk untuk kita.. kalau kita pilih untuk hidup macam tu selamanya, macam tulah jadinya dan takkan berubah...hidup tanpa hala tuju.. hidup tanpa perubahan yg nyata.. hidup menanti dunia nak kiamat tapi taknak berusaha buat apa2 untuk melengkapi amalan kita ke akhirat..Cakap mmg senang kan?Tapi hakikat yg nyata org yg alaminya je rasa-perit pahit-pedih-bahgia: semuanya hanya org yg alami rasa.. thats y seseorang memilih taknak berubah sebabnya dia terlampau selesa dengan "comfort zone" dia..emphhh
"Setiap perhbungan tu adalah satu perjudian. kalau menang kita akan bahagia, dan kalau kalah kita akan kecewa dan sedih"-
nape perlu judikan sesuatu yg berharga milik kita? nape kita tak gunakan sedikit yg berharga itu ke jalan yg lebih halal. sesuatu yg halal tu lebih diberkati oleh Allah bukan?Buat apa kita nak hidup dengan hasil yg haram untuk bahgia yang mana kita tahu kalau kita kalah kita akan merana kan? biasanya kalau kita buat sesuatu yg haram, hati kita takkan tenang walaupun kita claim" membuat yg haram seperti judi itu memuaskan dan membahgiakan". tapi sampai bila? mmg tak lama n tak kekalnya bahgia tu. Plus bila Allah tak berkati lagilah senang kita ditimpa macam2 musibah.. Tapi tulah sapelah manusia ni nak menghukum.. Hanya Allah yg mampu mengethaui setiap baik buruk tindak tanduk manusia tu.. Semoga setiap pekerjaan yg kita lakukan diberkati Allah swt dan semoga Allah menolong kita berfikir secara rasional yg mana lagi lebih baik untuk kita.. Agar kita tidak memilih jalan yg berliku dan penuh duri dan sentiasa berada di jalan yg lurus. InsyaAllah..
Sekian dahulu coretan kasihku..
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