Ucapan di pagi hari

Good morning kat sape2 je yg baca entry ni..

Skank menulis kat sini cam dah takde tujuan sgtlah sebabnya tujuan asal nak bagi org tu baca tapi mungkin org tu dah tak dtg baca dah pun so pagi2 ni mungkin luahan di taip diri sendri je baca. Takpe.. yg penting tengah buat senaman jari mengaktifkan neuron2 di otak supaya aktif selepas bangun tdo..

Talking about tdo, lepas dah siap susun apa bagai balik kedudukan yg ada dlm blk, smalam boleh lah lena tdo jugak..Alhamdulillah terjaga pun bukan pukul 1/2 pagi dah tapi terjaga pukul 4 lebih gtu.. Oklah ada improvement. Tapi yg tak best nyer ialah bila dapat mimpi yg bukan2.. Dua mimpi kematian yg pasti akibat di bunuh.Ngeri tu ngerilah jugak mimpi tuh tapi alhamdulillah dalam mimpi tu ramai n aku tak kenal sape mayat2 tu.. Yg pasti sgt tragik..(Alhamdulillah mimpi je-hopefully tak berlaku bertul2)

1666-counter kat sebelah ni tunjuk..cantiklah lah jugak angka ni..buat no plate pun okay ni ;p (iklan jap)

Oklah aku tak tahu nak cakap apa dah, sbnarnya dalam proses memperkuatkan jiwa dan raga.. cuba happykan diri sendiri walaupun susah yg amat.. cuba lupakan juga setelah org melupakan kita..cuba sygi diri sendiri dan cuba berusaha membahgiakan diri sendri.. Sape2 je kalau ada baca entri ini, doakan aku tabah dan dapat menharungi hidup yg mendatang dengan ceria. Semoga kemurungan aku cepat hilang.. Thanx a lot ;).. Nak p masak breakfast jap< basuh baju n p keje.. k daaa

Huhuhu nak ngadu nyer rasa...

Sedih sgtttt..sebenarnya nak cite sumthing kat seseorang tapi seseorang tuh dah takde, dah hilangkan diri n dah tak sanggup melayanku lagi..sedih sgt2 tak tahu nak cakap apalah..hanya tuhan yg tahu..

Kalaulah dia sanggup lagi dgr isi hatiku ni kan alangkah bahgianya..huhuhu..malangnya takde dah..tinggal barape puluh minit je lagi nak masuk genap bulan baru dah..huhu tapi dia dah takde..tglkan aku sorang2..tak tau dah nak cite kat sape dah..huhuhu (T_T)

Ayat pematah semangat yg nak di dengar

Terima kasih banyak2 bagi kata2 nasihat ni.. Rasa macam nak p selam diri dalam air lama2 rasanya...Hati ni remuk macam kene pijak di jentolak je...hancur berkecai..Happynya hidup dia sampai boleh bagi nasihat macam ni skali..Emphh takpelah yg penting dia bahgia..Bahgialah tu sebab aku dah tak belengu hidup dia..Mestilah dia bahgia sebab tak payah layan aku dah..Lagipun memang tu yg dia nak pon..Selama ni pun hidup terpaksa kena melayan kerenah aku.. Sian pun ada kat dia tapi nak buat camne salah sape, sape suh dia ngada2 offer nak manjakan aku sgt dulu.. Bila dah malas nak melayan ni lah ubat dia.. Ayat yg meremukkan hati dia bagi:

1) Just because one person doesn’t seem to care for you, doesn’t mean you should forget about everyone else who does..
Take care! :)

2) Every failed relationship is an opportunity for self-growth and learning. So be thankful and move on..

P/s : Motivasi diri, Gantikan wajah T_T anda dengan :) agar semua yg memandang akan :D
Happy weekend!

3 When you have something you really love but it causes you pain, God is just testing you to see if you are strong enough to hold it..


P/s : Just because I don't start the conversation, doesn't mean I'm not dying to speak to you..

Game cinta

Bf : Kita main satu game nak tak ? Gf : Game apa ? Bf : Macam ni , esok awak tak payah contact saya . Maksudnya tak payah text call or apa apa yang berkaitan lah . Saya pun buat macam tuu dekat awak okay ? Kita tengok sape menang . Gf : Okay ! Esoknya , si Gf terpaksa lah tahan rindu dekat Bf . Mengenangkan yang ni satu permintaan , si Gf cuba kuatkan hati . Keesokkan harinya , si Gf call si Bf . ...Tapi tak dijawab . So si Gf pegi dkat rumah Bf dia . Di luar rumah ,ramai orng . Dia mula rasa pelik then terus masok ke rumah . Sekujur tubuh terbaring kaku di ruang tamu . Dan tubuh tu adalah jasad si Bf yng dah meninggal . Mak si Bf pun bagi surat dekat GF . Surat yang bertulis : Sayang , awak menang... semalam awak dapat hidup sehari tanpa saya . Saya pasti esok dan seterusnya pasti awak dapat hidup bahagia tanpa saya . iLOVEyou . .

How are you today?

Emphh rasa sgt nak tanya khabar..nak tanya dah makan ke belum?nak tanya buat apa tu?..nak tanya sihat ke tidak..rasa cam nak tanya macam2 tapi apakan daya org dah tak hingin kita amik berat kat dia.. Nak buat camne alasan taknak bagi berharap memang sket pun takleh trima..sket pon.. Yg aku tau dia just nak aku jauh dari dia.. Tu yg paling aku pasti..tak kisah apa, yg pasti sedih sila tanggung sorang2 okay..ok?faham?faham hD?ntahlah malas nak fahammmmm...

"I'm eating fingers"- statement tuh bukanlah bermaksud aku ngah makan jari2 aku macam kat bawah ni sebab lapar sgt kan...

Tapi sebenarnya aku makan menda alah kat bawah ni:
Haaa nilah fingers yg dimaksudkan tuh..Aku suka sgt makan menda alah ni selain kit kat..so time aku dapat menda alah ni, aku tak belilah kit kat..Time buat keje memang masyuk lao dapat mengunyah mende alah ni..Menda alah ni dulu ada satu size je which is yg harga empat ringgit lebih ni tapi lately dah ada yg mini lam rm2 if I'm not mistaken.

Trylah satu..Promote cadbury plak ye ;))

_Searching_for the happiness

Nowadays, I feel a little bit lonely. I'm not quite sure how but I know the reasons why I feel that way. I need a companion to accompany my lonely day. It's hard to get one but it is enough to prove that I'll be more than motivated to be accompanied rather than being alone in doing my work.

Why do I need to be alone? I need my strength and I need someone who could care for me, give support and always be beside me all the time.
The worst part is when you discovered that the one who you love most didn't even care to accompany you due to the reason of entertaining someone else or maybe for other reasons. Whatever the reason is, I still feel hopeless for not getting the love and care that I'm looking for.

Talking about that, I admit that we are no longer together. However, by getting his attention back really made my day lately. I felt much appreciated. I felt like the happiness was in the air and the most important thing was to hear the precious word "syg" from him. It really made me stronger, energetic and forgot about the tiredness that I had. I knew, it didn't mean anything from him, but hearing that name-calling is enough to erase all the misery and sadness. Even though we are no longer an item, I am really glad to hear the word “syg” from him.

[Bahgia je bila dgr dia cakap macam kat atas ni walaupun aku tak mengharapkan pape dah dari dia. Hanya mengharapkan perhatian. That's it- and I could no longer get it :( ]

It’s not that I still hope that we are something but I just want to make me to feel happy back, to feel like I am being cared by someone and because of those reasons, all my sorrow and emptiness will fade away. Unfortunately............I need to be alone again..again n againnnn as he is no longer cared for me ;(

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I feel like writing something..tapi tak tahu nak tulis apa.. Tapi apa2pun nak cakap nilah permulaan untuk aku hidup sendiri..belajar untuk tabah..belajar untuk tidak mengadu dan belajar supaya jangan ada kamus "manja" dah dalam diri aku. ;) kena buang jauh2 n kena kuat untuk hidup sendiri. FAHAM hD!!!


Tak tahulah sampai mana boleh tahan tapi aku kena kuatkan hati tahan dan berpijak di bumi nyata. Selagi tiada siapa yg nak menyayangi aku, selagi tulah aku kena kuat, bertahan untuk diri sendri..Sakit, penat, lapar, stress, sedih, happy n pendek katalah semua skarang ni kena belajar simpan sorang2. Ye simpan sorang okay! Jgn mengada2 nak mengadu nak suh org dengar, nak suh org manjakan, nak org syg.. ;) you don't deserve to be loved hD ;) so smile for yourself okay ;)

Ada lagi nak cakap tapi cukuplah setakat ni, dah nak maghrib..gelap dah ni..balik lah pulak..Sambung karang plak merapu for yourself ok hD.. sebok je nak nages maghrib2 ni ;))