Tadaaaa..

As I promised..tadaaaa..macam  pening je tengok..banyak sgt yg bergulung..haha..sowi my dear home.. I don't know whether you like it or not but I struggled myself to decorate it..Padahal banyak lagi kerja nak buat tapi tak tau nape rasa cam nak jugak hias umah ni kasi lagi ceria..Hahaha..Then I made an attempt to change the song even though I was not quite sure how to do it.. Arituh dah di ajar..tapi tak menjadi tak tau nape..Ni cube je buat sekali terdouble lah plak..pastu tak tau camne nak hilangkan kasi tgl satu..Hope u can help me (sape2 jelah yg nak membantu ;p ).. IT illiterate katakan..ishhh.. k lah my dear house..gtg now..wanna do my assignment..take care whoever u r ;)

(^_^)

Yea! A new look to my home.. Saja tukar mood ceria sket taknak suram2 and murung2 ni..rumah sila tunggu ye..I'm thinking of making a little bit changes to u..harap bersabar ye.. I'll be back..

I feel like talking to u..

Just wanna let u know that, kat sini hujan lebat sgt..u kat sana tdo lena tak tu?hujan tak kat sana?kalau hujan mesti u kesejukkan..i just don't have semngat to do my work..really need that semangat..kalau dulu u ada untuk bg semangat untuk i buat apa2 tapi skank dah takde..manalah i nak cari lagi smangat tuh..sedih2..i cuba sedaya upaya untuk bz kan diri tapi i kalah..kalah sgt2..i tak berjaya buat..i buat sket mesti tringat kat u..i dunno macammana u leh handle untuk lupakan i ngan mudah..i dah buat apa yg u cadangkan tapi tak berjaya..semenya smentara..huhuhu

Nikita Willy - Lebih dari Indah

I will not go...

I MADE A PROMISE BEFORE..I will never leave you even though I know it's hard for you to accept the fact that I will bother your life forever..



As long as you don't have doubts on me, I will never leave you alone in this world.. NEVER

To my dearest b

Morning b..dah bangun blum? hari ni pergi kerja pukul berapa? nanti b pergi elok2 ye..bb tau, b dah takde tapi takpelah..biarlah bb sorang2 menganggap b ada lagi..bb rindu sgt kat b..tapi apakan daya B dah taknak bb..B.. i really love u..will come back to talk to u about my feelings..(Mungkin rumah je yg akan dgr sebab skank semua tu mustahil dah..) B jaga diri baik2 sebab bb akan dgr cakap b..bb akan jaga diri bb baik2 jugak supaya b tak risau ea?? Lysm

I MISS U - IMY

Actly I just nk luah kan apa yg I rasa :

Tadi I baca blik msg u bg kat I..
Msg yg u bg I xpenah nk rply
Wlupn kkdg tu I just reply gtu2 je cm nak xnk je lyn u..
I mnta maaf kalau u terasa dgn cara I..
I buat cmtu sbb trpksa.. Bukan niat I..
I'm sorry dear ;(

Bila I baca msg u, I jdi tak smpai hati..
Sayu je rasa hati ni.. Rasa I ni kejam sgt buat u cmtu
Sdgkan u xde pn buat kesalahan yg bsr kat I..
I'm sorry dear ;(

Actly I mmg nk reply suma msg2 u tu..
Tp I xnk kita teruskn prhbgn ni lagi..
I xnk buat u sdih lagi.. I xnk skit kn hati u lagi..
I harap u fhm..
Bila u msg I and mngatakan u hepi sgt tu
I pn tumpang hepi gaks.. I dpt rasa kan kegembiraan u tu
Cuma I xdpt nk shre kan tu kt u..
I'm sorry dear ;(

P/s : take care.. I will always love you...

To my B..

I terjaga n takleh tdo..Hati sgt gelisah..I mimpi u tadi n rasa sgt rindu.. Thank u very much dear for that video..Really appreciate that but I'm sorry I need to hide it as it's too personal to be revealed it here.. How I'd wish I could save it for my own collection.tapi i dunno how to do it...walaupun u dah tak tringat kenangan lama kita, takpelah, biarlah i sorang yg ingat n kenang semua tu.. Seriously, tulah lagu pertama yg u pernah bagi kat i masa nak pujuk i dulu..sejak tu i jadi makin syg dekat u..tapi I dunno y, skank ni u makin benci dekat i..even nak jadi kawan pun dah taknak..i tak taulah maybe u dah terasa sgt2 masa i suh u pegi dulu..tapi i tak pernah maksudkan betul2 pun suh u pegi..I just terasa dgn u masa tu, dats y i suh u pegi tapi tak sangka u took it seriously n u tergamak tinggalkan i camni walaupun i perlukan u..sedih sgt..nape begitu mudah u dah tak syg i..nape begitu mudah u lupakan i?sedangkan i hari2 nanges teringat kat u...takpelah..yg pasti i just nak u tau yg i takkan pernah lupakan u walaupun u mati-matian nak i lupakan u..n slagi u nak membenci i, slagi tulah i akan menyayangi u...slagi u lari dari, slagi tulah i akan cari u..i'm sorry..

David Guetta - Without You (Feat. Usher) [Lyrics on Screen] (August 2011...

Apa itu erti bahgia?

Good morning sunshine..

Smalam..sgt excited sebab lepas post je sumthing kat sini ada bunyi msg dua..sgt hrapkan org tu tapi hampa..kenapa perlu org lain yg msg?nape? bahkan org yg aku tak harapkan pun untuk msg aku..macam biasa, aku just tak layan msg tu walaupun 2 msg yg dihantar kat 2 no yg berbeza..ntahlah aku tak tahu aku kenapa..tak mudah sgt bagi peluang kalau hati aku tak suka..tapi kalau hati aku dah suka, rela plak dikecewakan banyak kali semata2 dah syg..susah sgt ke aku nak belajar terima apa yg hati aku tak suka? nape aku tak redha je dgn apa yg datang dekat aku..nape aku tak layankan dan terima je ngan mudah..nape perlu nak tunggu hati senyum baru mau terima? aku tak tau nape..aku buntu apa itu bahgia skang..dulu aku ingat bahgia tu adalah bila aku dapat menyayangi org yg syg aku..tapi bila dah jadi macam ni, adakah erti bahgia untuk hidup aku ialah dengan hidup seorang diri dan busykan diri dengan pekerjaan semata2 dan lupakan semuanya..lupakan yg aku tak perlu menyayangi seseorang yg dianggap special seumur hidupku..atau mungkin aku kena lupakan impian aku untuk berkeluarga: mempunyai baby dan mempunyai suami yg dapat menjaga aku..mungkin ya mungkin tidak...tapi for now tulah yg aku harus lakukan..Aku takkan bagi pluang dah untuk melayan sape2...melainkan suatu hari nant hati aku senyum kembali untuk seseorang...

April - October

Sorry....
i bukan nya lupa tp.. byk mnde yg kena settle kan..
so smpi tak smpat nk post kat blog ni.. mmg ada niat nk post smthing kat sini pn..
sorry la terlambat satu hari.. :(
kalau dlu kita sllu tgk fon.. so time tu la kita ingat harini brp haribulan..
lately ni, mcm dh jrg kan tgk fon.. smpi terleka jadinya..hope org tu fhm...

I sntiasa ingat kat dia.. tak pernah pn lupa..
cuma skg ni kena kawal siket perasaan tu.. tak boleh la nk mcm dlu2..
bgun2 pgi.. smpi nk tdo sllu je ngn dia.. tak pernah berpisah..
tp skg ni dh lain..

p/s : Hope org tu bhgia la ngn life dia skg ni... busy kan diri sllu k..kalau nk lupa kan ssuatu tu..

Semalam

Smlam 15 Oct 2011..kalau di kira-kira dicongak2 kalau tak jadi hal sedih yg lepas dah cukup 6 bulan kiterang know each other..tapi nak buat macam mana semenya dah jadi cerita dongeng skank..sedih sgt..tunggu jugak die smalam, mengharapkan dia masih ingat..tapi tak sangka, dia dah lupakan semuanya dgn mudah..mungkin dia tengah bahgia dengan org yg dia syg. takpelah nak buat macam mana..dia lagi sygkan org tu..aku hanya mampu mendoakan yg terbaik untuk dia..walaupun aku mengharapkan sgt dia tak lupakan aku..tapi takpelah..mungkin dgn pilihan yg dia buat ni dapat membahgiakan die seumur hidp, aku rela berkorban..biarlah aku tgk org yg aku syg bahgia walaupun aku tak bahgia..cukuplah aku tgk die bahgia seorang untuk aku turut merasa bahgia ;(

Our- My memory

Tertdo awal  tapi takde dah org nak msg cakap tgl die sorang2-terinagt kat die
Nak tdo- takde org wish gudnite- teringat kat die..
Bangun pagi takde org suh pegi keje elok2- teringat kat die
Tgk hp n dah lama tak bunyi msg - teringat kat dia...
Pegi keje bawak kete laju2 takde org pesan jgn bawak laju2- teringat kat dia..
Tadi pegi makan kat mcD- teringat kat dia...

pendek kata teringat kat die walaupun die tak pernah dah nak teringat kat kite

Hiding My Heart - Adele (Lyrics)

Dear heart- Please be strong...

I just couldn't talk..I just couldn't really speak up my mind..My heart trembles with pain but I have nobody to share my feelings with..I used to have but he's no longer there. How I'd wish I could love and care somebody but he doesn't want it to be..How I'd wish, you could never give up on me..My heart tells me to cry and I cried. I found this song and it helps me somehow to express my emotion:

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements
Should I just keep on chasing pavements?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

(Chasing Pavements by Adele)