..Kadang2 ALLAH jarakkan hbungan kita,kmudian DIA dtgkan pula dgn dugaan,puas kita menangis,mncari mana org yg kta sayang....
Rupanya ALLAH nak hadiahkan kita RINDU brpanjangan terhadap si dia"
I miss you so much. I am sad that I can no longer talk to you.. I am in a deep sorrow knowing that you don't want to talk to me anymore. Crying everyday is not the best thing to do when knowing someone who you love most doesn't seem to care about you anymore. To know the fact that someone who used to be there whenever and each time you need him, leaving you alone in a misery is the severe experience that someone never hopes to encounter in life.
I miss the moment when you tried to make me smile whenever I was not feeling okay. It hurts to recall back the memory. Totally hurtful and the old wound is widely ripped back and it is painful..Trying so hard not to recall back the memory but whenever I tried so hard to forget it, it kept on lingering in my mind. I really wish I could erase it easily, but I couldn't.Hence, putting a fake smile to the clouds and tree to affirm that I'm okay is the only thing I can do now.
It doesn't matter to me now but I am still longing for you. Could you see my misery without your care? If only you could understand.. Dear sunshine, if u are reading this, pls listen and hear my crying heart to tell you that I'm not okay without you... (T_T)
