The beautiful friday has been suddenly ruined by something. I woke up with the feeling of hesitation to do anything. I felt hopeless to see the fact that the crack is getter bigger and I couldn't bear to see it anymore until I suddenly exploded. The patient that I kept for a few months at last couldn't be handled by me anymore. I cried so hard thinking about the strain that I've been going through all this while.How could he sacrifice me just because of the loves that he has towards them. I couldn't believe he dares to see me go without stopping me. It's more than enough to see, he just couldn't dare to let them go because of me. In fact, I'm the one who should feel ashamed for being only someone who is not the apple of his eye after all. The end.. It's over.. No happy ending at all.. I should move on. Walking alone till the end..
(T_T) hopeless hD 8/9/2011 - 9.40 am
